Columbus Day Or Indigenous Peoples Day?

 Today we Americans celebrate the European invasion, murder, rape, pillaging, infestation, and exploitation of an indigenous civilization. No amount of apology, reparation, sympathy, and memorializing could ever suffice. The pain and moral stain are eternal.

Willful Ignorance

 

If the United States of America is going to slide into the historical dust bin containing previous empires, it will happen because of the willful ignorance of so many of its citizens and the cowardice of so many of its timorous leaders.

“There are two ways to be fooled. One is to believe what isn't true; the other is to refuse to believe what is true.”

― Soren Kierkegaard

“Five percent of the people think;

ten percent of the people think they think;

and the other eighty-five percent would rather die than think.”

― Thomas A. Edison

“Any formal attack on ignorance is bound to fail because the masses are always ready to defend their most precious possession - their ignorance.”

― Hendrick Willem Van Loon

“If it's a choice between a difficult truth and a simple lie, people will take the lie every time. Even if it kills them.”

― Paul Murray

“Willful ignorance is blissful only in the mind of a remarkable fool.”

― Tracey Bond

“So many it seems, have made it their life's goal to bask in the ignorance of their certainty.”

― John Chaplin

“There is simple ignorance, not knowing, and willful ignorance that refuses to know, that covers the light of knowledge with the dark blanket of bias.”                 Elizabeth Moon

Summer's Eve

 (a children's song)

It’s summer’s eve and froggies call

And Mom and Dad are quiet now

You slip away and chase the sun

Waiting and looking for fireflies

Summer’s eve and all is well

The darkness wraps you up all cozy

Just the sounds of crickets and frogs

The hush feels soft and rosey

This is your time to think and dream

To look at stars and wonder 

All the things you want just seem

To drift out there in summer’s moon

Ulteriority

(Robert Frost’s wisdom)

They come as if from nowhere

Like the grounded finely clipped 

Twigs when things get hungry.

Probably squirrels. You can

Always bet on the squirrels,

The cute ratty crooks.

But they go also, like the

Clippings and prunings you

Left to the whimsy of winter.

If you look closely though in early

Spring, the first of the balmy days,

Something comes out,

Nothing you’d ever want, but

That’s the way they are. They come

Out as if from nowhere.

Someone said it better, ”the force

That through the green fuse

Drives…” us, but how can that be

We being so much above this or

That, we’ll never really know?

But there are times, like a chickadee’s 

Frustration to tell you that it needs you, 

Or that ratty crook clacking its warning 

to its pals that you, yes you, might just take them on.

And you go to lift a rock and there they 

Are and have they been waiting for you

To lift a rock and why did you and they

Pick that rock when sometimes they 

Aren’t even there? Something didn’t care. 

And still, they come as if from nowhere, 

especially at times that ought to be Usual.

These exceptions then will never not be

Around for us you and me who seem still 

unready for the comfort in the wonder 

they offer in such gentle surprises from out of nowhere.

A Splendid Virtue

 a splendid virtue called disobedience”  

(Oriana Fallaci, from Letter to a Child Never Born)

actually, within its circumference, I might have chosen

noble, for that’s what it takes to bear its necessity, alone,

and never so much as in that instance, no decision, just a tic,

thoughtless, of course, but mattering so much more, a flash of 

lightning striking, an energy of the cosmos marking deliverance.

placidly, in countervailing compensation, hope, like the child’s wistful

wishing, wide-eyed from under covers, silently thinking and not

speaking, reaches out into the stillness, and fades to pale yellow…and so

in each crucible of determination, like a bee hunting a hive spot,

difference hovers, “against the wisdom and certitude of ages and sages."

What is there in obeisant allegiance?  filling orders, timing out the day in 

an overseer’s drum beat, shining boots with your tongue, or hoping perhaps

somewhere the lightning will strike and wake us to be human.

For not to obey is to show the palm in the face of acceptance and calm.

It is not being nice and smiley-faced as bile surges into your mouth.

It is disrespect in the face of demeaning, shameless, mindless authority.

It is, perhaps, the most profound and useful virtue available to you.

 

Sustaining

 

To abstain,

To obtain, 

To sustain;

That, dear Prince ,

Is the answer…

The question doesn’t matter,

And it will drive you 

(and yours) crazy.

Questioning ends

In gross self-pity

(as though, as you know, 

there 

were another kind)

And warps the mind

No matter the good 

or Noble intentions.

But the curse

(in all this)

is the sustaining

(you know, where you

Find yourself) wandering

(as we see).

Yes,

Indeed,

Sustain is the crux,

And, of course, yes

The course, that 

must begin

With the others, 

What our new wise men

(very unlike Uncle P)

call foundational.

Thus, Sustaining is much

More difficult,

Despite TS  and

His 

(this, the dead land,

the cactus land, really?)

maundering,

Than Princing.

And so

Here we are,

Definitely not Princing

And, perhaps, glad of it.

The Dirt

First he thought it was the dirt.  All kinds of dirt.  The powdery dust in the worn out middle of the playground was first.  It would collect in the corners of his eyes and cling to his teeth. It got thick enough to feel with his tongue, and then he'd scrub it with his finger.  

It gets in your nose.  You know it's there because you're breathing hard through your mouth, because the caked dust in your nose forces you to do that.  Then you blow it out and it's this kind of gooey black mud in the palm of your hand. And you don't have time to think about it.  Not until now anyway.  You could play for hours then on the playground.  They'd start as touch, but then it would be tackle.  Nothing but shirts, pants, skin and bone.  The playground Saturdays and Sundays.  You never had a ball but someone did.  Someone always did.  It was usually Cheese.  He was small by comparison.  But his dad made sure he had a ball.  Then he'd be able to play.  He was older than most of them and too small to play with the older guys.  But Ralph was younger and bigger.  He always played, but he never got to touch the ball.  He blocked and tackled.  Always in the middle of the dust cloud.  He didn’t really think about touching the ball.  He was there for the banging.

No first downs.  Four plays to go the distance.  Right field to the third baseline, the goal line.  That was the deal.  They came up to the playground by themselves.  Like people showing up for something important.  Those Saturday or Sunday mornings all came before the days when the weekends got clogged with more games on TV from all over the country that no one cares about anyway.  Breakfast, sometimes a little church sprinkled in, especially for the Catholics.  Ralph could never understand that one.  Church was usually optional for him, especially after the Sunday school years.  Something about his father's perfect record of non-attendance justified that.  Ralph could walk to the playground in about ten minutes.  So could his father, but his father never walked there with Ralph.  He stayed home and did something.  Usually something that had little to do with Ralph.  So the playground and its dust became another kind of lone-hood for Ralph.  The other kids seemed to like talking about each other and what went on the other day or at school.  Sometimes girls seeped into the conversations.  But Ralph was eager to get on with choosing sides and getting player positions straightened out.  

He was about two steps slower than he needed to be to get his hands on the ball.  He only cared at these times, choosing sides and setting player positions.  At first he hoped a little.  But that faded.  Once he understood how to become especially good at what his player position required, he perfected it like nobody else on the playground could.   Even the older guys.   He learned eventually, after taking some very hard hits, especially the blind-sided hits, that physical force is less about strength than it is about speed and leverage.  He didn’t need to study the physics of it either.  He felt it and learned to use it.  He could turn and hurt much bigger and stronger players by carefully executing these lessons.