Call Out the Light

 

We come to sing the turning of the light

Strike the fires, make us warm

Call out the turning of the light

It all began in chilled dimmings of the light

The empty darkness for empty bellies  

The snow and deadness in the night.

We were dreary in the darkness of our doubt

We were tear-filled and fearful

Then we conjured up the light

We needed the turning of the light.

Yes, we come to sing the turning of the light

Strike the fires, make us warm

Call out the turning of the light

Come all, make noise and wake the sun

Ring bells, bang pans, crash cymbals in the night

Make the sun wake and bring us hope again

We need the turning of the light

Children grab your friend and run

And dance and play and gather round

Hug your parents, hug your friends

Make us glad to see

The sun return and mount the sky

And so to show the sun’s gift of hope

Let’s all share gifts and cheer

To see this hope and sing with lusty glee

Yes we need the turning of the light

Strike the glory fires, make us warm

Shout out the burning of the light.

Sing the turning of the light

Shout out the burning of the light.

A Memorial

 ABOUT ROGER MY SON NOW GONE

 

He came at us in surprise

we too late know this warrior, soul poet,

for poets feel and feel becomes them

and from them their people come to

see more than they expected from anyone

a warrior, yes, against all odds, seeking and

slaying all odds with a smile and a wink

 

He came to me last night in a Starshine

and this evening he came with a smallest

Rabbit stance staring into woods and gardens,

proud, twitchy mostly unseen, they said he made them

better, in the starshine and more than enough but

not me, sometimes there in stasis but never

there rightly and wrongly…yet and still he enthralled

the throng, young, old, pedants and believers, all

drawn to the serious and to the silly, still laughing

 

But where has he gone now, where the likes of him

gather, but I don’t think he’d stop there, I think gatherers more

like come to him at least as they seem to have seen it

so we feel this known Soul Poet, but what of the Warrior,

the fighter of fleeting kerfuffles but now the big one

we know he was keen to and sought at least in tone, and

sought summarily as then we thought…but no not now,

no more that chance…but still we know he would and could

his Soul Poet let us know that for all time now wrapped in virtue and love.

Easter, in the year of the plague, 2020

You don’t really need to believe anything

just look around

And see the change

And nothing promises anything.

Get away from the noise and look around

That’s all.

Rebirth, resurrection, reincarnation—call it

what you will

it’s real

in life

way beyond

what you could

ever know

so

don’t worry about it

just smell the air

hear the mating birds

get close to the flowers.

It’s all good.

Thoughts on Her Majesty “Freedom”

You believed

then

that you could go to her serenely

gleaming Majesty draped on her perch,

you could go and shout and sing

and march a throng, seek, appeal

beseech in common, sing, a march along

sense

her granulated succor, at least

you thought, the man-child you had become,

yes, that one, even then still believing.

And now you know, now, and for all she’s truly

now

a snarling, smirking Majesty, her shameful,

bronze, a hollow pose now

shambolic, and now a slothic

grubbing mocking grifter laughing

at flaccid, hoary hope, at angered

frozen bile, defiled and hammered.

You are now woefully inured

to scum, soloing your bleats into

the blue green darkness.

That Time of Year This Year

We come together in our time

Undifferentiated in our lies

Like so many blizzardy leaves 

Drifting, pouring over frosty lawns

We crowd those lies into surly lives

And wonder why we care enough,

To make the lies our lives, our hearts

Beg the question and turn our heads

Toward hope, living more than just doing,

Looking to the love in little ones pleading

But maybe we don’t care enough,

Should we care enough about the little ones?

Do we have the temerity to face hope’s

Uncertainty? We hang in the balance as

We walk the line and turn away, but the

Little ones, what about the little ones then?

So then we call out this special time of hearth

And home and family and friends and cheering

And that then yes the special time, you know, the

Time we forestall, smile awhile and make promises,

Yes even especially for the little ones, and to the

Little ones who look up at us with wondering eyes

Appealing, believing in their not knowing what

Else to feel, and then for us, what about the little ones?

Do we care enough this year, that time of year?

Do we care enough about anything, about ourselves?

It is that time of year again this year, can we care

Enough about the little ones, about ourselves?

The Trumpian Onanist Rallies

With the Boris breeze at his back, Trump will now shift to a weekly schedule of hiss rallies.  The avid lemmings of his proudly doleful precariate will be howling and braying their anthems to him, shivering in onanistic release as they bend the knee to his fiery masturbatory rhetoric. 

This is the same pathos that demagogues bring to all the nations who give up on the standards, norms and laws of their societies and governance.  The U.S. came close to this in the 30s (Father Coughlin, et al) and 50s (Belly Gunner Joe McCarthy and his HUAC), but we never actually bit the apple.  Maybe we had more guts back then.  We sure had enough guts to make the sacrifices and fight the battles of WW II. I don’t remember looking around to discover a loud mouth savior, snake oil salesman to provide for the solutions.  We didn’t seek the enervation of post-orgasmic thrill from the rants and whining of a man-child poseur.  We still had pride and shame, which cannot be found among the lemmings and their Pied Piper.

To my fellow citizens in the doleful precariate: You will have a bill to pay that you won’t be able to put on your plastic card.   The bill will be to cover all the costs your cheers and braying cover now.  And it will cover the loss of your independence.  That’s the truth that hides behind baseball caps and T-shirts.

Our essential existential crisis

Perhaps Harold Pinter is the lodestar of post-literate social communication.  In Pinter, everything that matters is contained in the unuttered and/or unutterable.  Our lives, especially now in this tenuous, anxious era, are repressed, or, like the contents of a propane tank, are highly energized, volatile thoughts and dreams compressed within us, moving us along, bumping us into things, dodging uncertainties.  We spend our energies avoiding what our fears propel us toward.  Utterance, after all, is attempted contact and response.  And, for the most part, we demur, until for matters of personal worth, we press the release valve, and the troubles manifest.

Yielding to the perceived necessity of not uttering leads to an existential crisis.  If we don’t respond to or don’t initiate utterance, we risk increasing the pent up energy already in the tank, so to speak.  If we do respond or initiate, we run the risk of judgmental and/or hostile reaction from the other(s).  In either case, we will then have become exposed, the release valve will have been triggered, and the slightest unintended spark could ignite the volatility leaked into the communal space.

In Pinter, as in other smart writing, we can experience this by “watching” as apparently innocuous utterance devolves into treacherous, demeaning conflict.  Or we can be mindful of what’s going on in our gatherings.  Perhaps our current sufferance within the spew of social media represents our resolution of this existential crisis.  Perhaps all current utterance is essentially an overwhelming released gas, a numbing pollution of our dissociative, solitary, disconsolate space bereft of any triggering and ignition.

Is it really any wonder that we have a gnawing sense of distrust among us?